Insane Rant

I just want to say a big FUCK YOU to everyone I've ever come into contact with. This goes mainly for mental health professionals. The racist bitch at Fort Hamilton who made snarky comments about Italians, the therapist who called me a whore, the bastard who prescribed Depakote in the first place, upping the dose maniacally until there was a toxic amount in my system.......I told him it wasn't working, and with his doctor-knows best mentality, he didn't care. I was hallucinating before they got me off that one. Yes, all of you can go fuck yourselves. As for my family and friends, all they want to do is change to a "happy" topic, to magically get my mind off things. No one cares what I do, as long as I don't bother their dull and empty lives. Well, these tactics, brilliant though they are (rolls eyes), aren't working. If I could get some balls and get on with it, that would solve everything. They say suicide is a selfish act, but I think it is a selfless one. I'll leave all of you alone, when I'm dead. Isn't that what you wanted?