Walking a very unhealthy line.....I've decided to sleep away as much of my life as possible. This goes against my very nature- I was once a bright, happy person who couldn't get enough of life. I have been beaten into submission by life. Now I just want to know where the exits are. Sleep is a safe exit, with none of the permanence or stigma of suicide. I feel like the walking dead. The living have grown tired of me- hell, I've grown tired of me. As long as I'm asleep, I can't upset anyone. My parents will be thrilled by this, as will my so-called friends. Sure, I lose my entire life. But no one ever cared what I wanted, so why should they start now?
These are Ronald Bueno and Gavin Lavalley, 2 players for the Dayton Dragons. Rick is taking me to a Dragons game tomorrow evening. It ...
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