25 August 2011

Feeling Wicked

Been in an Ativan haze he past couple of days. My life has been a miserable waste of time. Going to the doctor in a few minutes- maybe I am deathly ill, although everyone knows it's hardest to catch a break when you need one. "And I a smiling woman!" The old inane pastimes just get me nowhere, and I am irritated at the suggestion of them. My ex would rejoice to see it- she destroyed the bubbly, hopeful child, just as she set out to. Happy belated birthday, bitch. May someone drop a house on your fucking head. 

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