Might not awake without you

 I have a confession. Don't worry, I'm not blatantly confessing here. I just have a problem that I thought I had avoided all these years. I am confronting it now, and I will probably talk more about it later. With enough courage and the help of time for distance, I will say more later. All I can say now is, "I'm sorry, and I love you. Sing with me,, Bell Bottom Blue...."

My So-Called Heroine, age 13

The idol of my early teen years- Juliana Hatfield!

End of the Winter

 February was the most life altering month I've had in a long time. I became disillusioned with Shrek, started a serious relationship with Andy...and, on 16 February, I took what I hope was my last hit of crystal meth. I had been using steadily since October, but simply couldn't continue anymore. The weird patches of skin on my body soon started heali9ng and clearing up. Quitting has, so far, been easier than I expected. If I focus on other things, I have no desire to use. Andy has been really a great help too. My life is finally improving.