15 January 2012

Waking Up

Irritable today. I hate it when someone breaks plans, especially if I woke up early specifically for those plans. I think in life, there are people who we try to please, and people who try to please us. Sometimes it is reciprocal, but sometimes it isn't. "I am exhausted from living up to your expectations," says Jareth in Labyrinth, and I understand what he means. I also believe I am at my happiest when I am delusional. If I believe that the world is a good place and the people around me are wonderful, I'm fine. I hate it when people feel the need to give me a rude awakening......

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