10 October 2011

"It's so hard to love when love was your great disappointment..."

Not bothering certain people anymore. I need to learn, there are places I am not wanted and people who want nothing to do with me. I'll live my own damn life quietly in the attic. But don't ever wonder why I am so full of hatred. A lifetime of abuse made me this way. I may never get vengeance, but I'm not giving anyone else a chance to destroy me, either.
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