25 October 2011

Anticipation

Bored out of my mind tonight. I tried to go to sleep several hours ago, but I was still wide awake after lying there for what seemed like eternity. So, I've declared myself awake, at least for the time being. Today was a pretty dull day, as well, but I understand that life seems to move forward in spurts. Right now is simply a resting point, and it's great for getting the house cleaned. After I finish up on the computer, I may even clean my bathroom or something. I have to be awake and ready by 9:45 am, though, because I have a doctor's appointment in the morning. This sucks, mostly because I am sleepless and very, very hungry. I can't eat anything, though, because I have orders not to, due to needing my blood tested. So, I'm drinking lots of ice water, because that, I think, is allowed. Anyway, moving on....except, what do I move on to? There really isn't much going on in my life these days. Just biding my time, I guess. Mostly because I have no idea what is coming next.......

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