Sick Day

This entry will be brief, b/c I'm writing between bouts of vomiting (new med). I am so tired of being sick all of the time. I want to be healthy, for once in my life, to perceive things correctly and keep food down and not worry about dying all the time. I want to be like everyone else, which is something I never thought I'd say. It's depressing, and I think I might just go back to bed. Nothing to stay up for anyway. I feel like I'm going to die, and I'm beginning to wish I could just hurry up and do it.