Basis For Comparison

Don't know how much more I can take. My endometriosis seems to be flaring up again. The pain is unreal. It seems that my physical and mental problems have, over the years, robbed me of any semblance of a normal life. You'd think I'd be used to it by now. It just seems like it never ends. I wish I could put hope in the afterlife, but how could I, after what I have seen of this life? I feel like I never got a fair chance. Call me a whiny liberal, but it makes no sense to just say "life's not fair." If life isn't fair, maybe we are put here to make life a little more fair for our fellow man. I think it's a cop out to accept wrongs without trying to make them right. If I think of things I can do for others, the pain lessens a little, because there is hope. Yes, I wish someone would help me, but I'm not holding my breath. The only thing that I can do right now is distract myself. And go get some potato chips to munch on.....stress makes me hungry.