Got a lot to do. After my Book of the Dead is done, wanting to start my tarot card project. Then maybe my one woman show based on the life of Mae West.....I have to get this house cleaned, get myself into some sort of routine, read a bizillion books, ARCHIVE my ass offf......
Ah, that above was all written before therapy and lunch. Now I just want to go back to sleep. I feel very weak, physically, and you know the old adage; "The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak." My platelets have dropped to 49, and while I'm not giving up, I realise I haven't got a lot here to work with.....I used to believe in miracles, but now I'm not so certain. If everything is taken from you, how can you ever come back with the same strength? Because then you know, it can all just blow away again......
The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
26 August 2011
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