22 May 2014

Hopeless

The depression was really bad last night, and continued until I woke up from my nap around 3:30 pm today. I'm tired of these wild mood swings, and I'm sick of missing Carrie and my old life. There's got to be something I can do. I met a guy on POF but so far, he's been mostly a waste of my time and energy. I meet him tomorrow night; if we don't hit it off, I'm moving on, no questions asked. I don't think I'll ever really love again. No one will ever be her.......
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