12 April 2014

My So-Called Past

So I've been indulging in some nineties nostalgia tonight......watching "My So-Called Life" on DVD and listening to old music. It's weird, knowing how it all turns out, especially knowing how I turned out. Who would've thought my motto in 2014 would come from a 22-year-old song, but "if you don't expect too much from me, you might not be let down." I was an overachiever, especially when I was having unmedicated manias. But the fall was never worth the high. You can't survive like that. And "whether it's heaven or hell, I'm gonna be living to tell...."

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