17 February 2013

desperation

What a depressing night. Everything seems to be falling apart, and I can't seem to fix it. I also dare not ask another human being for the slightest bit of help. No one wants me around, and I accept that. I hate this waiting around....I'm not yet ready for the great leap beyond, but I also see no point in sticking around.  So is the miserable limbo my life has become.
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