27 September 2020

Dead Again

 So what happens now? She left yesterday. It was the last time. I've been drained of everything; her greed is limitless. I just ask to live in my little corner until I am able to follow the ghosts in my head.

26 September 2020

14 September 2020

 I am the definition of insanity. I do the same thing day after day, and frankly, I'd like a pistol for personal use. Carrie has been asleep for days, or, at least, avoiding me. Some idiot babbles nearby. I can't take this shit. If I don't end up in a mental hospital this fall, I might just die of shock.

The last of my sanity

      I shattered last night. Between Andrew and Carrie and all of the cruelty and abuse.....I lost all the pieces,  and I don't want th...