Where Has Lilli Been?

Dividing my time between Hamilton and Fairfield....my building has become a positively intolerable hotbed of gossip, treachery, and other petty bullshit. I'm sick of old men hitting on me and old women hating me. I spend my days either elsewhere, or holed up in my attic garret...fuck them all. A former friend has moved in upstairs, and she yaps about me to anyone who listens.
Despite this, I am hopeful as I enter my 38th year. I have some good friends and allies in my life, and a roof over my head (for now). Looking forward to a joyful Hanukkah, and maybe a miracle or two.....

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A portrait of Alexander Hamilton, on whoim I've had a crush since 8th grade.

Helpless

I have fallen for another musical- Lin-Manuel Miranda's Hamilton. These are the lyrics to one of my favorite numbers from the musical.

HELPLESS

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HELPLESS LYRICS

[HAMILTON/BURR/LAURENS/ALL WOMEN (EXCEPT ELIZA)]
Hey hey hey hey

[ELIZA] Ohh, I do I do I do I Dooo! Hey! Ohh, I do I do I do I Dooo! Boy you got me

[ALL WOMEN] Hey hey hey hey Hey hey hey hey Hey hey hey hey Hey hey hey

 
[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
Helpless!
Look into your eyes, and the sky’s the limit I’m helpless!
Down for the count, and I’m drownin’ in ‘em

[ELIZA]
I have never been the type to try and grab the spotlight
We were at a revel with some rebels on a hot night
Laughin’ at my sister as she’s dazzling the room
Then you walked in and my heart went “Boom!”
Tryin’ to catch your eye from the side of the ballroom
Everybody’s dancin’ and the band’s top volume

[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
Grind to the rhythm as we wine and dine

[ELIZA] Grab my sister, and Whisper, “Yo, this One’s mine.” My sister made her way across the room to you And I got nervous, thinking “What’s she gonna do?” She grabbed you by the arm, I’m thinkin’ “I’m through” Then you look back at meand suddenly I’m Helpless! Oh, look at those eyes Oh! Yeah, I’m Helpless, I know I’m so into you I am so into you I know I’m down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.

[ALL WOMEN] Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh Helpless! Look into your eyes And the sky’s the limit I’m Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em I’m helpless! Look into your eyes And the sky’s the limit I’m helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.

 
[HAMILTON]
Where are you taking me?

[ANGELICA]
I’m about to change your life

[HAMILTON]
Then by all means, lead the way

[ELIZA]
Elizabeth Schuyler. It’s a pleasure to meet you

[HAMILTON]
Schuyler?

[ANGELICA]
My sister

[ELIZA]
Thank you for all your service

[HAMILTON]
If it takes fighting a war for us to meet, it will have been worth it

[ANGELICA]
I’ll leave you to it

[ELIZA AND WOMEN]
One week later

[ELIZA]
I’m writin’ a letter nightly
Now my life gets better, every letter that you write me
Laughin’ at my sister, cuz she wants to form a harem

[ANGELICA]
I’m just sayin’, if you really loved me, you would share him

[ELIZA] Ha! Two weeks later In the living room stressin’ My father’s stone-faced While you’re asking for his blessin’ I’m dying inside, as You wine And dine And I’m tryin’ not to cry ‘cause there’s nothing that your mind can’t do My father makes his way across the room To you I panic for a second, thinking “we’re through” But then he shakes your hand and says “Be true” And you turn back to me, smiling, and I’m Helpless! Helpless! Hoo! That boy is mine That boy is mine! Helpless! Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in em

[ALL WOMEN] Stressin’ Blessin’ Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh Helpless! Look into your eyes And the sky’s the Limit I’m Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em I’m Helpless! Look into your eyes And the sky’s the Limit I’m Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in em

 
[HAMILTON]
Eliza, I don’t have a dollar to my name
An acre of land, a troop to command, a dollop of fame
All I have’s my honor, a tolerance for pain
A couple of college credits and my top-notch brain
Insane, your family brings out a different side of me
Peggy confides in me, Angelica tried to take a bite of me
No stress, my love for you is never in doubt
We’ll get a little place in Harlem and we’ll figure it out
I’ve been livin’ without a family since I was a child
My father left, my mother died, I grew up buckwild
But I’ll never forget my mother’s face, that was real
And long as I’m alive, Eliza, swear to God
You’ll never feel so…

[HAMILTON] Eliza… I’ve never felt so— My life is gon’ be fine cuz Eliza’s in it.

[ELIZA] I do I do I do I do! I do I do I do I do! Hey, yeah, yeah! I’m down for the count I’m— I look into your eyes, and the sky’s the limit I’m …drownin’ in ‘em.

[ALL WOMEN] Helpless! Helpless! Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em Helpless! Helpless! Helpless! Down for the count And I’m drownin’ in ‘em.

 
Wedding march plays

[ALL WOMEN]
In New York, you can be a new man…
In New York, you can be a new man…
In New York, you can be a new man…

[ELIZA]
Helpless

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