36

Today is my 36th birthday. Oh, how time flies, lol....Yes " time flies, time dies.."

Anna Nicole Smith

Today, Anna Nicole Smith would have turned 49. I always liked her; she had her own beauty, even though she weighed more than a typical model. She was a very troubled, tragic woman; I hope she has finally found peace.

Busted Flat......

Ok....a favorite bumper sticker, an old photo of Danny Pearl, and a favorite book from childhood....I couldn't be more random if I were stoned? Lol.....

Time After Time, Indeed.....

Time After Time

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion -
Is nothing new
Flashback - warm nights -
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after -

Sometimes you picture me -
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hearWhat you've said -
Then you say - go slow -
I fall behind -
The second hand unwinds

[Chorus:]
If you're lost you can look - and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting 
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has 
Turned to gray
Watching through windows - you're wondering
If I'm OK
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time -

[Chorus:]
If you're lost...

You said go slow -
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds -

[Chorus:]
If you're lost...
...Time after time
Time after time
Time after time
Time after time

On Claus' Birthday......

Well, the election is over....very upset about the results, but life goes on, I suppose. Andrew and I are barely speaking, which is probably for the best. The only problem is, I pretty much have no one now. I may reconnect a little with Nicole, I may not. It's nice to have some measure of autonomy, though. My life is my own again. I still am in mourning for all I have lost in 2016, but I accept things as they are. 

Weetzie Bat!

2016 Election

I couldn't bring myself to vote for Hillary after what happened this summer. While I realize it isn't her fault per se, she seems to have a history of defending men's bad behavior..... I identified too much with Monica Lewinsky. I, too, was involved with the boss, and got slut-shamed for my troubles. He got off scot-free; I will always have a certain stigma. I couldn't vote Trump, obviously, so I gave my vote to a smart, liberal woman- Jill Stein. Call me a spoiler, but I have to look at myself in the mirror every morning.