A New Selfie

This is me on my "second birthday," 13 May. I woke up 9 years ago yesterday, strong enough to leave captivity. If only I wasn't always ensnared again.....

Suicide Girl Hopeful?

This is going to be my profile pic if I decide to go through with it- becoming a Suicide Girl Hopeful. Yes, I know how old I am, but so much for aging gracefully. I'm going out kicking and screaming....

"I was blessed with a birth and a death, and I guess I just want some say in between..."
-Ani DiFranco

Moment of Forgiveness

An Indigo Girls song I found relevant today.....
"Moment Of Forgiveness"

Well I guess that I was lonely,
that's why I called you on the phone.
'Cause in a moment of forgiveness,
I didn't want to be alone.

And I guess that I was willin,
more than I ever was before.
'Cause in a moment of forgiveness,
I come a knockin at your door.

Baby I woke up cryin last night
just to realize that you were gone.
Has it been two long years without you?
When are you gonna come home?

I guess that I was hoping
that you'd finally understand,
and in a moment of forgiveness,
you'd reach out and take my hand.

Now baby I know you're not one
for bearing witness.
You told me that one wrong move
is gonna sell you out.
I see that you kept your word
And made it harder than it had to be.
Wish I could save you the trouble baby,
give you a little peace of mind.

Baby I woke up cryin last night
just to realize that you were gone.
Has it been two long years without you?
When are you gonna come home?

I guess that I was hoping
that you'd finally understand,
and in a moment of forgiveness,
you'd reach out and take my hand.

Anniversary

Carrie and I haven't really talked or seen each other for 2 years....this is all I can say:

 

Freedom!

I am now officially NOT dating Andrew. I feel free for the first time in what seems years.

This is me. I am now my own again!

Another Year of La Vita Votto

Well, the score is 2-1, Phillies, in the bottom of the eighth. And I imagine this guy is on deck (I looked it up), looking vacant as ever. Beautiful, but vacant, lol. Let the baseball season begin!

A Problem

Every time I look up, it seems, the famous David Bowie poster catches my eye. "David Bowie is very disappointed in you." Sadly, I didn't spend as much time campaigning as I ought to have, and it looks like the presumptive nominee is Hillary Clinton. I realize, the burden of guilt doesn't solely rest on my shoulders, but Bowie is convincing. Ah, well. Listening to Tori and chilling. #420 Don't let friends blog stoned.