The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
29 November 2012
Happy Birthday To Me
Yes, it is my birthday. I am 32 (a lady never reveals her age, but since when am I a lady?). I've gotten 4 birthday wishes on Facebook thus far. I'm going to try to go back to sleep soon. In the morning, after I get dressed, I'm going to try to take a new profile photo. I also need to take meds, clean the house, and do my nails. Ciao!
28 November 2012
Waiting for Tomorrow
Listening to "Unsent" by Alanis Morissette, and having a weird and silly text conversation with Carrie. I cannot wait until tomorrow night! My dad got tickets for me and Carrie to go see a film about Jimi Hendrix at Woodstock. I turn 32 tomorrow.....I guess getting another year older is better than the alternative. I have no idea how I'm going to get to sleep tonight, though. I'm hyper as hell. I'm going to take meds soon, and try to be in bed by midnight. I have to be awake by 11 am.....I can never sleep when I have to be up by a certain time. Oh, well, que sera, sera. I'm going to play my Facebook games, and mess with ancestry.com a bit, for now. Listening to Jewel now....
27 November 2012
26 November 2012
My So-Called Life
I had a pretty good Thanksgiving this year, although it became painfully obvious that my family is a dysfunctional mess, lol. We must have the strangest conversations in Thanksgiving history. But, Thanksgiving dinner also doubled as a third birthday party for my little cousin Grace, and she is absolutely darling. Still, I wanted to go home about 2 earlier than I was able to....oh, well. I had an amazing weekend with Carrie. She is going to help me redecorate my apartment, so as soon as that comes together, I'll try to post photos on here....I feel absolutely in love, and am very happy. However. today is back to reality. I have two doctors appointments this afternoon. The first one includes a fasting blood test. I can't sleep, and now I have to go without food for about 12 more hours. Thus, I am slightly grouchy. Also, my mother is acting as chauffeur for me this afternoon, which means that I have to deal with her being picky and critical. But, I don't have to see her, or do anything unpleasant, until Thursday. And Thursday will be fun- Mum is taking me out to lunch, in honor of my 32nd birthday. Say what I will about Mum, she is usually extra sweet on my birthday. So....I'm going to go curl up in bed with a book, and perhaps try to get some sleep. Ciao!
22 November 2012
21 November 2012
Hey Jealousy
Hey Jealousy
Tell me do you think it'd be all right
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
And anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
[Chorus:]
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take its place...hey jealousy
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down
Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
[Chorus x2]
Tell me do you think it'd be all right
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
And anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
[Chorus x2]
Hey jealousy
She took my heart
Well there's only one thing I couldn't start
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
And anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
[Chorus:]
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take its place...hey jealousy
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down
Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
[Chorus x2]
Tell me do you think it'd be all right
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see I'm in no shape for driving
And anyway I've got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best I'd ever had
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
[Chorus x2]
Hey jealousy
She took my heart
Well there's only one thing I couldn't start
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Videos of me singing "Hey Jealousy" by the Gin Blossoms. If anyone is reading this, feedback is appreciated!


