The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
16 April 2015
15 April 2015
10 April 2015
Friday Night
Ugh. It's Friday night, and I'm bored mindless. I've even tried sleeping, to no avail. It's depressing. Right now, I'm eating Skyline chili and bitching. I feel terrible. I don't know what to do. I wish I had enough Ativan to sleep all the time.....
06 April 2015
04 April 2015
02 April 2015
Good Person Inside
I know I've been posting a lot of lyrics lately, but this one, from 1995, cracks me up....
"Good Person Inside"
Jill Sobule
"Good Person Inside"
Jill Sobule
I know everyone's a good person inside
Everyone wants just to be loved inside
So whenever I think how you wasted my time
I try to remember the good things inside
Everyone wants just to be loved inside
So whenever I think how you wasted my time
I try to remember the good things inside
Well, you haven't killed anyone as far as we know
And you seem very nice to your sister
You have very good taste in clothes and guitars
An' very young girls
And you seem very nice to your sister
You have very good taste in clothes and guitars
An' very young girls
I know everyone's a good person inside
Everyone wants to be loved inside
So whenever I think, what a dick, what a liar
I try to remember the good things inside
Everyone wants to be loved inside
So whenever I think, what a dick, what a liar
I try to remember the good things inside
Well, your smile is as wide as Montana
And your eyes as deep as the Caspian sea
Well, I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
And your eyes as deep as the Caspian sea
Well, I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
What I was thinking
I wasn't thinking at all
If I knew what I did today
Would I make the same mistake?
Probably would
I wasn't thinking at all
If I knew what I did today
Would I make the same mistake?
Probably would
'Cause your hands are as big as Montana
And your lips as sweet as red vines
Well I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
And your lips as sweet as red vines
Well I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
Your as sharp as a tack, your as loyal as a cat
You were great in the sack even if you have hair on your back
You made me weak at the knees, gave me no disease
What more could I ask, I won't dig deeper then that
You were great in the sack even if you have hair on your back
You made me weak at the knees, gave me no disease
What more could I ask, I won't dig deeper then that
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
These are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
Your smile is as wide as Montana
An' your eyes as deep as the Caspian sea
Well, I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
These are the things that made me blind
Your smile is as wide as Montana
An' your eyes as deep as the Caspian sea
Well, I guess these don't count as the things from inside
But these are the things that made me blind
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
La, la, la
01 April 2015
Another Song
Lionel's song:
"A Sorta Fairytale"
on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
i could pick back up
whenever i feel
down new mexico way
something about
the open road
i knew that he was
looking for some indian blood and
find a little in you find a little
in me we may be
on this road but
we're just
impostors
in this country you know
so we go along and we said
we'd fake it
feel better with
oliver stone
till i
almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
i don't know what
takes hold
out there in the
desert cold
these guys think they must
try and just get over on us
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this
day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along side
for a while till you lost me
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along till you lost me
till you lost
me in
the rear
view
you lost me
i said
way up north i took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and i put the hood
right back where
you could taste heaven
perfectly
feel out the summer breeze
didn't know when we'd be back
and i, i don't
didn't think
we'd end up like
like this
"A Sorta Fairytale"
on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
i could pick back up
whenever i feel
down new mexico way
something about
the open road
i knew that he was
looking for some indian blood and
find a little in you find a little
in me we may be
on this road but
we're just
impostors
in this country you know
so we go along and we said
we'd fake it
feel better with
oliver stone
till i
almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
i don't know what
takes hold
out there in the
desert cold
these guys think they must
try and just get over on us
and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this
day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along side
for a while till you lost me
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along till you lost me
till you lost
me in
the rear
view
you lost me
i said
way up north i took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and i put the hood
right back where
you could taste heaven
perfectly
feel out the summer breeze
didn't know when we'd be back
and i, i don't
didn't think
we'd end up like
like this
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