I've been really manic and nervous all day. I hope I'll be able to sleep tonight. I've taken all of my nighttime medication, and am drinking herbal tea, just trying to relax. I guess if sleep alludes me, I can just entertain myself here at home, and then maybe nap at some point tomorrow. I really hate being on disability. The apt feels like a prison, at times, and I'm in solitary confinement. I don't easily make friends, and the opportunities to meet new people are pretty rare. I feel like I'm wasting my life, but what else could I do? I can't work, I can't afford school.....I feel like I've fallen between the cracks.
The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
18 March 2014
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