Another depressing day. Last week, I was struggling to find my happy place, but now I've given up. Everyone around me whines and complains constantly. I'm not going to be the Pollyanna in a chorus of Eeyores. I'm tired of trying to connect with people who just see me as a place to unload their problems. If I have something to say, I am brushed off with some barely-there excuse. "I want to read today." You can't read for all 16 hours of wakefulness, but if I bring this up, I'm being selfish.
My point is, I'm tired of keeping up appearances. I want to be the self-centered, mean people I see around me. They're a lot better off than I am. I want be only connected to one person- me.
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In quite a depressed state, but not sure why. For one thing, I have no money until my check comes in for next month. Also, certain things in...
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Marty gave me n analogy tonight. I am in a burning house, and I have already been injured. Wouldn't it make sense to leave the house bef...
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