Dead

Here I am, trying to convince Carrie to leave me. I must be as worthless as she (and everyone else) says: no one can be bothered with me even when I am am about to, effectively, end my life. I don't want to take her down with me. I destroyed her life already; the only happy times she's had in 5 years were her precious "interims." Those were our break ups. Anyway, she made my choice......