The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
25 November 2011
Forgotten
Having what promises to go down in history as one of the most boring nights of my life. I feel so forgotten by the world. Munching on a bagel and feeling a little sorry for myself. Not too sorry, though- boredom is preferable to outright misery. Still, it just feels like everyone has forgotten I exist. So I'm having a couple of leftover beers from last night, and playing with my computer a bit. Life has become so predictable. Nothing exciting ever happens anymore. I think I was a lot happier when I was living downtown, in the midst of the corruption and squalor of the city. Out here, nothing ever changes, and nothing ever will. On that note, I need something else to stuff my fat face with. The bagel is gone.
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