29 May 2015

For My Guardian Angel

"Say Goodbye"
Dave Matthews Band

So here we are tonight
You and me together
The storm outside, the fire is bright
And in your eyes I see
What's on my mind
You've got me wild
Turned around inside
And then desire, see, is creeping
Up heavy inside here
And know you feel the same way
I do now
Now let's make this an evening
Lovers for a night, lovers for tonight
Stay here with me, love, tonight
Just for an evening
When we make
Our passion pictures
You and me twist up
Secret creatures
And we'll stay here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
But tonight let's be lovers,
We kiss and sweat
We'll turn this better thing
To the best
Of all we can offer, Just a rogue kiss
Tangled tongues and lips,
See me this way
I'm turning and turning for you
Girl just tonight

Float away here with me
An evening just wait and see
But tomorrow go back to your man
I'm back to my world
And we're back to being friends
Wait and see me,
Tonight let's do this thing
All we are is wasting hours until the sun comes up it's all ours
On our way here
Tomorrow go back to being friends

Go back to being friends
Tonight let's be lovers, say you will
And hear me call, soft-spoken whispering love
A thing or two I have to say here
Tonight let's go all the way then
Love I'll see you,
Just for this evening
Let's strip down, trip out at this
One evening starts with a kiss
Run away

And tomorrow
back to being friends
Lovers...love...lovers
Just for tonight, one night...love you
And tomorrow say goodbye

26 May 2015

tori song du jour

"big wheel"
I've been on the other side
Got my lips smacked now they're dry
Then you call me, call me in
You think I am your possession
You're messing with a southern girl
But my recipe is on with your stale bread
Yeah, it's hot but baby I don't need your cash
So baby, maybe I let your
Big wheel turn my fantasy
Don't you throw that shade on me
I've been drinkin' down your pain
Gonna turn that whiskey into rain
Wash it away
Wash it away
Wash it away boy
Let's go
I've been on my knees, but you're so hard, hard to please
Did you take me, take me in
So you are a superstar
Get off the cross we need the wood
Somehow you will rise, but without a tool
I know honey you're a pro
But baby I don't need your cash
Mama got it all in hand now
Big wheel turn my fantasy
Don't you throw that shade on me
I've been drinkin' down your pain
Gonna turn that whiskey into rain
Wash it away
Wash it away boy
Wash it away now
Gimme 8, gimme 7, gimme 6
Gimme 5, gimme 4, gimme 3
I I I' am a M I L F don' you forget
M I L F don' you forget
M I L F don' you forget
Baby I don't need your cash
So baby maybe I let your
Big wheel turn my fantasy
Don't you throw that shade on me
I've been drinkin' down your pain
Gonna turn that whiskey into rain
Big wheel turn my fantasy
Don't you throw that shade on me
I've been drinkin' down your pain
Gonna turn that whiskey love into rain
Gonna turn your whiskey boy into rain
Wash it away
Wash you away boy
Wash you down, big wheel


Read more: Tori Amos - Big Wheel Lyrics | MetroLyrics

23 May 2015

Countess Olenska

This is a photo of my favorite character from the film "The Age of Innocence," based on the novel of that name by Edith Wharton. She was Countess Olenska, portrayed by Michelle Pfeiffer. I even dressed as her for Halloween when I was 12 (no one had the slightest clue who I was supposed to be, lol).

14 May 2015

Throwback Thursday


Me, age 16, at Lilith Fair '97. I barely recognize this girl. 18 years is one hell of a long time......

08 May 2015

Follow Your Arrow

I really like the spirit of this song. I was born with the luxury of never caring what people said about me. It's quite a bit of luck.....

04 May 2015

Tin Soldiers and Nixon's Coming......




These are four college students shot fatally at Kent State, 45 years ago today. They are, top to bottom: Allison Krause, Jeffrey Miller, Sandra Scheuer, and William Schroeder. All were shot by the National Guard, who were there due to students protesting the Vietnam War. Never forget....

02 May 2015

Third Floor East

This was where I lived in 2007....with the man my parents refer to as "Voldemort." I battled demons there, and almost died in the bedroom of the third floor apartment (see the air conditioner? that was our apartment). Another girl emerged from that life. I feel like I've died so many times....but I'd better shut up, before I spout off, quoting Plath......

01 May 2015

The last of my sanity

      I shattered last night. Between Andrew and Carrie and all of the cruelty and abuse.....I lost all the pieces,  and I don't want th...