February was the most life altering month I've had in a long time. I became disillusioned with Shrek, started a serious relationship with Andy...and, on 16 February, I took what I hope was my last hit of crystal meth. I had been using steadily since October, but simply couldn't continue anymore. The weird patches of skin on my body soon started heali9ng and clearing up. Quitting has, so far, been easier than I expected. If I focus on other things, I have no desire to use. Andy has been really a great help too. My life is finally improving.
The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
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