I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know why, but I'm completely panicking. I feel nauseous, nervous and shaky. I think it might be menopause, but fuck, maybe I'm just nuts. The thought of leaving the house petrifies me. I hate my psychiatrist. I've been crazy for days, but she just wants to talk about politics and hummus. I don't think there is a single person in the world I can really be honest with. I'm scared- I feel utterly abandoned.
The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
23 February 2019
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