When I'm Gone

"Cups (Pitch Perfect's "When I'm Gone")"
(from "Pitch Perfect" soundtrack)

I've got my ticket for the long way 'round
Two bottle whiskey for the way
And I sure would like some sweet company
And I'm leaving tomorrow. What'd you say?

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my hair
You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my walk
You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

I've got my ticket for the long way 'round
The one with the prettiest of views
It's got mountains, it's got rivers
It's got sights to give you shivers
But it sure would be prettier with you

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my walk
You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my hair
You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh
You're sure gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone, when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me by my walk
You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

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Crazy Old Lady

I feel like I'm losing my mind. I don't know why, but I'm completely panicking. I feel nauseous, nervous and shaky. I think it might be menopause, but fuck, maybe I'm just nuts. The thought of leaving the house petrifies me. I hate my psychiatrist. I've been crazy for days, but she just wants to talk about politics and hummus. I don't think there is a single person in the world I can really be honest with. I'm scared- I feel utterly abandoned.