Went to the hematologist yesterday....something is really wrong. I'm likely bleeding internally, which could signify a bleeding ulcer or polyp......or possibly colon cancer. It's amazing what the very word "cancer" does to your mind. Mine is now a swirl of song lyrics, mostly "Goodbye Love" from Rent, and "Good Things" by Sleater-Kinney. And that quote about realizing life from Our Town. I need an airplane to wish on, too.....
The musings of a crazy lady from Hamilton, Ohio. "Madwoman in the attic" is a reference to the book "Jane Eyre," and our world where we try to silence and "lock away" the mentally ill.
09 July 2014
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