Not Drunk Enough

This is how I'm feeling today.....



Never been a girl who used to cry
Didn't show emotions, don't know why
Didn't wanna feel the pain inside, I guess

But as the years keep going by,
You came along and changed my mind
I should leave the past behind me,
I should let you find me,
Supposed to stay beside me
You were supposed to guide me,
Through the ups and downs,
You were always gonna be around until the end

I still think we could
'Cause you and me, we're good
And I'll tell you why this hurts, 'cause I'm sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough

So I'm gonna get myself another drink
Whenever I start to think about you
'Cause I do what I really don't want to
But sometimes my dreams just come through

And when I get there,
To a place where I see you in a kitchen
I stop wishing but that thing and I don't need you,
I don't really wanna see youAnd I don't want you to see me,
You would think that I was crazy,
You might think that I wanna be close to you
But I'd rather wanna drink some Whisky
And maybe have a little sip 'o wine
'Cause right now it's the only thing that makes me forget you are mine
But right now I am sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough

I still think we could
(I'm not drunk enough)
'Cause you and me, we're good
'Cause I'm sober

But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough

(I still think we could)
But I just wanna be drunk
So I can forget about you
And all the stupid things that love has pulled me through
('cause you and me we're good)
Even when I've had too much,
I still feel your touch
Maybe this just means that I'm not drunk enough