A New Selfie

This is me on my "second birthday," 13 May. I woke up 9 years ago yesterday, strong enough to leave captivity. If only I wasn't always ensnared again.....

Suicide Girl Hopeful?

This is going to be my profile pic if I decide to go through with it- becoming a Suicide Girl Hopeful. Yes, I know how old I am, but so much for aging gracefully. I'm going out kicking and screaming....

"I was blessed with a birth and a death, and I guess I just want some say in between..."
-Ani DiFranco

Moment of Forgiveness

An Indigo Girls song I found relevant today.....
"Moment Of Forgiveness"

Well I guess that I was lonely,
that's why I called you on the phone.
'Cause in a moment of forgiveness,
I didn't want to be alone.

And I guess that I was willin,
more than I ever was before.
'Cause in a moment of forgiveness,
I come a knockin at your door.

Baby I woke up cryin last night
just to realize that you were gone.
Has it been two long years without you?
When are you gonna come home?

I guess that I was hoping
that you'd finally understand,
and in a moment of forgiveness,
you'd reach out and take my hand.

Now baby I know you're not one
for bearing witness.
You told me that one wrong move
is gonna sell you out.
I see that you kept your word
And made it harder than it had to be.
Wish I could save you the trouble baby,
give you a little peace of mind.

Baby I woke up cryin last night
just to realize that you were gone.
Has it been two long years without you?
When are you gonna come home?

I guess that I was hoping
that you'd finally understand,
and in a moment of forgiveness,
you'd reach out and take my hand.